Friday, August 31: Rain ☔️ Working Hard and Packing a Friend 4 Ohio

Well I got up and with little bit late for the meeting because well my usual distraction

 and also the buses weren’t running. In fact a 21 bus breeze right past us 

 o stop at the next street up. Anyhow, my friend lead the meeting but ended

 up talking to him after work and who knows I might end up being roommates with

 them but only if we have her separate rooms. Anyhow it’s raining and saw some 

 inspirational stuff on Facebook today. One of them 

 hought about smiling. That was cool. I came in the work and I finished my report
 at noon. The deadline was today thankfully not yesterday. The rain stopped but it feels very humid outside. I went to the but bodega because I got paid go to the cash machine getting 

 ash out. Well I went to work and worked pretty hard today. It was 

 neventful but I had a lot of work. Several people left early and it was very quiet in the 

 ffice. It felt like a holiday. I didn’t cut the train to 11th St. and talk to John. I’m

 helping them out tonight I’m really tired I wish I could crash now 

 nd move later. You bring to this very large 20 foot U-Haul truck. 

 e’re going tobe moving a whole Lotta stuff that’s for damn sure. It’s raining outside

 but it’s not raining hard fortunately. I just got here and it’s 7:00 PM but first we  going to eat. So much stuff here!   While he was putting stuff away I was skipping up three bags full of garbage laying around the floor and everywhere else. Dirigible plan to have him drop me off for the 11 o’clock train stop by the wayside. 

Thursday, August 30: Weather= Comfortable. “That’s What Married People Do.“

Well after being up and down sleeping last night, I got a shower and had my cereal. I was able to have 

  quick mock neck last night. I manage this back-and-forth often be about 15 minutes late to the sunrise. 
 woman led a meeting like the daughter of one of the 

 aughters that you never had. Anyway enough of that. I read a study that air-conditioned 
 temperatures and off buildings were made for man. 40-year-old man to be exact. There’s a study of the shows this is true.  I have noticed that all  the women wear sweaters like your grannies 

 nd stuff. Now I know why. One mundane pizza best boat that I learned today. Cynthia Nixon is running in the primary
against Andrew Como.  She wanted the AC in the debate to be turned up to 76° instead of the usual 70°.   Is that unbelievable right? 
 aybe it is bu The point is well taken. We know more nowadays. It’s just how we react to them mentally and 
emotionally. Scientifically it has been proven.
Speaking of the temperature in the office, I got into a very heated discussion about whether I should let this person go or keep them in the sanction process. I kind of took it personally. Long run was I should’ve ran it by my 
supervisor before discussing it with the group in general. Certain folks get really hot under the collar when I’m laying in or somebody else’s wing it. 
 anyway eventually

 calm down and just forged ahead and got my report done except for 3 names and I’ve got 47 people so I’m starting another page hopefully tomorrow. I agree lso scheduled 4 people tomorrow since
it is the last day of the month it’s the last day before the so-called “Run” meant about this. Well I decided I’d head up to Fairmount It’s my estranged neck of the woods and get some coffeeand work on this blog and finish yesterday’s 
 blog post. I just read while I was on the 33 that Trump had having a superduper tweet storm. It read like a cluster fuck of some action. The reporter concludesthat

 there’s going to be some big bombshell news about Trump Russian Jarrod etc. etc. well I only got this blog done but I’m pretty well caught up I got some coffee at OCS and it’s heading towards 630 right this moment. Such a 

 rowded in here at all today but it usually is. Maybe everybody don’t

 want to be Keeshan or went back to school and stuff. Definite looks like

 there is studying going on here. Well I went to the clubhouse and was very 

 urprised to see an old friend of mine there. It was quite gratifying actually. We got to talk for a little bit do you little catch-up. So that was a surprise for 

 e this evening. After that I walk to the Broad Street line and came home. I  stopped at the Wawa and got some snacks and ate some leftover pasta. I talked to Jon about

 going to his place after work. I’m gonna help him pack and then go to Ohio on Sunday

Wednesday, August 29: Humidity R Us

Hey!!  I woke up and it was very very humid. Yes, it was hot but the humidity was the noted 

 eature without a bed to the shower and caught the bus. I made it to the sunrise

 and that was a good thing. It went pretty well. I then went to the sax between the 

 indows are all fucked up. I couldn’t believe how fucked up they were. It 

 ooks like coming out of a hot shower. Well I finished up yesterday’s by 
 osting and caught a 21 bus from 20th and Walnut Street. I got to work only a tiny bit late but my supervisor with them in yet so  it was all good. I got my damn and was not involved boiling hot 

 because I’ve been on there for a while. I then got to my work that hand write a bit because of the 60 alerts that I had facing me.
  My supervisor or my just give me a straighter remove 3 of them had negative days left. But I would feel any pressure I felt so far. So I turned  around and I just deleted
that whole paycheck dried paper copy of it. The next overdue ones are doing three days so basically I got to get them off by Friday this week. Well work ended and I did manage 

 o put in the three sanctions just before work ended. My manager asked “who does sanctions at the end 

 f the day.“ I just said “I do.” He’ll have to work I grabbed a quick coffee somewhere along the way to my therapist appointment and that 
appointment was pretty intense I’m trying to stay 

 ithin the topic of the treatment plan. I think I did. I hope very vulnerable and I even

 told her she was attractive and that made me a little bit nervous and that 

 as just a little much for me. I came home and crashed to 11 o’clock and

 then got up and got some food and hit the sack. It wasn’t a bad day I just 

 orked hard and therapy and hard. I’m hoping I’m making a breakthrough but that’s

 what I have to hope for otherwise I’d be coming 
  lot more sensitive and it’s hard for me to be vulnerable  believe and I am in uncomfortable being vulnerable. In Florida you have a hard-core

 progressive and a trumpet looking tody running for governor of the state.. Looks like Rick Scott’s probably going to win the Senate seat away from the income or democrat that’ll probably blow chance the Democrats controlling send it fuck me