Monday January 20: Day 1 🤮🫣 and Cold 🥶

What else can I say about today? That isn’t all you gonna be said. It’s day one of the four years of the felon and chief. And I didn’t 


watch it, but I saw low lights and that was enough for me. I gotta probably stay on social media for a while. Anyway,  
I got up from home caught the L and thengot the 

Mike’s at 8:50 AM. I did catch the Broad Street line. It was cold as crap at least except I kept 

running. At Mike’s did a little clean up. Hi next went to CVS to pick up some food
items for Mike and also get my scripts three months supply for 21 bucks. I put them in my backpack and headed
 on my way back to Mike’s. I was pretty 

sluggish. I didn’t feel like doing much outside, cause it’s cold as crap. I’m told it’ll be even colder tomorrow.A year ago I was in Costa Rica 85 to 90° weather and low humidity I miss this stuff

 last year Lori I don’t like it. Now we’re just gonna hear about Trump for nonstop for 4️⃣ years Jesus Christ anyway enough of that shit. Anyhow, 330 quickly 
came along and I had it on down to yoga. Mary was just not up for it because she was really stiff 

from all the work she did last week. She too is depressed about today’s proceedings

. I have to go on a social media blackout, except maybe TikTok cause I can always escape in 

sports. I then went to Byron‘s class and it was tough like Byron‘s classes always are you really pushes 

hard I think it’s a good thing but I’m glad it would class a little bit. It’s 

different from other classes. After I finished, I chatted a tiny bit to Tina and rolled one out Still slightly 

sweating to catch the 33 bus at 15th of JFK which I did catch on time and I should be able to make it by 6:15 PM at Kaitlyn‘s. I’m 

hoping I can get back in time to bring the coins back, but I don’t know about that. It’s now 6 o’clock and I’m 

heading towards Fairmount. Well, I did make it to Fairmont on time and I 

enjoyed my break session. We had good conversation and it was nice. The apartment was pretty damn cold though so she warned me about that. I know she pays for her own heat because yeah that’s what you do when you’re paying for your own heat. So we talked to a different thing such as She met the eighth best Yoga person in the world when she was in China, protein, and my posture clinic. Then I went over, caught the bus back home. Fortunately, it was fairly quick and then picked up dinner at the Indian restaurant we like to go to, and then we watched madman where the movie bye-bye Birdie was featured in one of the advertising jingles and Mary gave me some information about it. It’s cold as fuck out here. It was 15° when I was picking up the food at little after 8 PM.

Tuesday, July 26: 7th Day of COVID-19 😡

Well I think today Covid really got to me mentally I looked at Facebook and just was disgusted at other human beings. I didn’t really 

sleep that well apparently every other day I get a good sleep and then the other day I get a shitty sleep and it goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on. As you see I’m not a 

happy camper. I looked at some couples and got fixated on that and on my God 

the world is a weird ass motherfucking place that I really can’t 

deal with right now. I did go to the friends cemetery out in Upper Darby it’s a place I go 

when I’m not feeling good and I just go there and get my walk in 

and everything like that. I noticed gas prices have gone down a little bit.

 This Covid 
is a bitch man it just lingers. I don’t have a fever anymore but I have a whole bunch of congestion my throat scratchy and then fucking fatigue it’s just on fucking real 

Sunday, July 24: Day 5 of Quarantine. Heat Wave

Well today was more than usual feeling a little mentally out of it, blowing my nose a lot scratchy throat and a new thing that came up afterI had some yogurt this afternoon headache like a sinus

 headache. Just a bunch of talking on the phone it’s just like existing is this 

kind of a pain in the ass. Like I have a big wet sack on me but it’s laying on top of my 


head. Fuck this Covid man sucks balls. I never went to anything quite like this before. 2 1/2 goddamn years

 going on three after all the effort I made did not get the goddamn virus I get it I’m just not very pleased at all bitches 

Thursday, October 7: I Got the Blues

Good day everybody. I woke up after a really torturous sleep. I haven’t had a torturous sleep like that in ages. That was something. My anxiety runs over

 along with the depression. I just feel a lot of weight on me. So I’m imagine some more real. I haven’t

 talk to Pat in almost a week since the Saturday massacre. I also be getting lots of work at work. I’m keeping

 up with it but there’s really not much downtime going on. I have to tell my supervisor I’m retiring at some point I’ve been just delaying delaying. I was going to tell her as soon as October hit. I 

just felt I had to tell her by this week. I didn’t tell her today so it looks like tomorrow

 Friday is the day. I was pretty tired so I decided to crash early. I think that will help me feel better tomorrow.

Monday October 8th: Columbus Day

Morning. I had two dreams. One I woke up from 

 n 8:03 AM. That one was about going on a weird island in the middle of nowhere. It was Caribbean and I was consistently uncomfortable and always 
 needed stuff but with shoes, food, 

 hatever. I think I was with Larry and a couple other people. I then 

 ent back to sleep. It’s now 10:36 AM I just woke up to stay up. I had 

  dream I was working on some project one on a house and one on 

 ailroad tracks. As with my brother John I couldn’t quite understand us di

rections or do anything right. It kind of reminded me of my move 

 ack on Labor Day weekend. I called that anxiety dream 
 or lack of a better word. The last conversation  had my friend told me that I 
might’ve had somebody who is caring then I blew off back in February  nd they don’t hang out with me

 outside because people think were a couple. This is the 2nd time she

 said that. I’m not sure why that keeps coming up. She did however admit

 that it was good that my other friend was available to hang out with 

since she hadn’t been. Well that won’t last. She is about to start dating 

a guy she knew from before. Yes and so it goes. Well little bit 

 fter 3 PM I cited to go out of the house and go to cut and get my haircut. Turns 

 ut they’re closed. That was a blessing in the sky‘s because

 Siri told me about a place called Groom. That place is right inside my building downstairs. It's been

 there the whole time and it's 10 bucks cheaper $25 instead of $35. I had to scrounge

 for change or the remaining $7 because I was out of the ATM money.  I gathered all my change that I had left. 

 t comes out to approximately 17 bucks.  I also discovered I left my credit card in 

 rdmore at La Lemon . It’s the place I nwent to Saturday night.  I have to go to Ardmore

 tonight. to the laundries going to wait. It’s now 537 time to meet somebody is going to make the coffee and start spending my loose change. I 

 ot there in plenty of time to meet the person at Saxbys. I got a  coffee help set up the chairs and my friend showed up 

 nd then will bit later I still have my coffee on the floor during the  meeting I didn’t get the chair and then I walked 

 ith Wes to 17th and JFK and he caught the 48 and I caught the 44 to go back to El Lemon

 to pick up my card.