Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 27, 2022

Tuesday, September 27: Trying Out New Yoga Studio

Well, I got up at 9:30 AM this morning and I didn’t nap right after 


eating breakfast so that was progress. Next I was thinking going to a midday AA meeting, but I was on the phone and was given an offer 
of going to a free yoga class in Ardmore after I go to my therapy. I might just do it just to do something different and act like I’m trying to work through this 

depression I got.  Well, I went to therapy and we talked about different things such as my condition. Response of feeling helpless to do something about things. That’s all I’m gonna say

 about that. I then laughed and decided I would go to this yoga class called focus Bryn Mawr. It’s actually located at the Rosemont station
 and fortunately the classes until 730 because the trains running late the train should get the Rosemont by seven but it will absolutely not get there by seven because 
of police and fire trouble and you know when there’s police and fire trouble trains can’t run. If you didn’t know that before I know it now. It’s a nice day outside it’s sunny I think I brought enough stuff to get pie. Hopefully they’ll give me mats etc. I feel OK not great just OK I’m getting my usual scratchy throat  

because I was just talking a lot. I don’t talk as much as I used to. I have moments, but I pretty much stop myself  

from talking too much because who wants to hear it off I just went on and on for 10 minutes nonstop at somebody  anyway enough of that shit I am waiting for the train that’s running seven or eight minutes late

 to happy old Rosemont the place to be on a Wednesday OK I decided I would go straight to the place 
because it’s only five minutes away from the Thorndale train. Also I 
found out that the place is near the Norristown high speed line. Hurricane Ian 
is zooming towards Florida towards the gulf coast. It will be a category four hurricane by tomorrow afternoon when it first hits 
landfall in Florida. It’s expected the weekend but it’s gonna be a pretty big one from what I’ve been reading in the newspapers ha ha the Internet. I 

have a friend who lives in West Palm Beach and her friend lives in Sarasota. I need to check up on the front in Sarasota. Specially, Larry seems to be OK. It hasn’t completely hit there yet. 

Monday, September 26:: Not Much. Job Apps

Well I did my standard get up around 930 eat breakfast then fall back 

asleep and then eventually go out. I did get a couple things accomplished. I did reapply for the job at Melbourne, picked up my Scripps 
and went to an AA meeting. That’s pretty much what I did today. Of course I talked on the phone and did stuff like that, anyhow, 

I’m still feeling funky, but the meeting was good and I felt OK not great but 
OK. It was a beautiful Fall sunset here in these coast.

 This is the best time to be outside in the East Coast is right now. I mean right this moment in the fall. I’m gonna try to get myself motivated and go to yoga 

tomorrow if I can muster the motivation, I’m really having a hard time, motivating myself.

Sunday, September 25, 2022

Sunday September 25: Mom and Ardmore

This morning I got up around 930 and I decided that I would press on after 

Wes told me he was not going to come over and I don’t know why yet but whatever we’re going to try again next week. I don’t know what to say about all that but I’m

 sure I’ll hear about it. I then signed up to go to Riddle village and I headed on down via the 110 bus that goes to Penn State Westchester. Anyway, the reverse ride 

which moves. Of course I barely made it to the bus on time, but I but once on the bus, it was very, very smooth. Well I got to my mom‘s place and it 

was already 17. Nothing Eagles when I showed up. Must’ve just missed a touchdown. I did catch the last touchdown. They made it 24 to nothing. Just like last week

 getting score any touchdowns or any points in the second half. Defense held them to six points the offenses got a safety against them for Washington’s
 two other points. Final score 24 to 8 eagles. During halftime 

my mom and I went out for a walk and I had to keep it short because it started raining. It started off sunny and then it just got really rainy for about 2 1/2 hours. 

I had to leave mom‘s , so I can get to my next destination by 6 PM. I waited in the rain a little bit for the 111 bus then I got to the terminal. I was running late because 

some dude tried to bring a contraption on the bus was fussing for about 10 minutes. Of course I taped it. The bus fire driver finally relented. I ended up , OK 

because I had a 20 minute lead time our 20 minute buffer between getting the 105 bus to my second destination. When I got to the second destination, we did stuff and then we went out for a 
walk. It was a nice night for a walk. Actually, it was still daytime outside which was good because it was very scenic and the sunsets very nice. We had deep conversations in the lake and ran into people with pets and kids. After that did the Netflix thing and watched doc Dahmer which is about Jeffrey Dahmer and it was pretty sick but it was well done. Watched about 2 1/2 episodes. It was really dark. I think caught the bus just in time around 10:00 PM when I got home there was more to be done verbally and then after that, I just watch some videos about the Sunday ball games.