Wednesday October 6: Kitty 🐈‍⬛ Clean-Up. Dentist and West Chester

Good morning everybody. It is hump day in the first week of October. I woke up this 

morning and I got a call from the DPW helpdesk to fix my network connectivity problem that I’ve been 

going through for the last 2 to 3 days. He called it 8:58 AM so I was a little flummoxed at first. We went 

to this website and found out that I had been registered for the VPN. 

So I got re-registered. He was very patient with me. Next I decided 

that I had to do a little kitty litter maintenance today. I swept up and then 

emptied out the contents in the bottom tray. The system Lynne has set up 

and the calendar works really well because I don’t ’t smell kitty litter at all. Well I get a cleaning at the

  at the dentist office and the dentist made a slight adjustment to my partial. I then picked 

up a couple Pepsi‘s on the way home and found out that public service student loan

 program has been revamped. Maybe I can apply to get my student loan forgiven and actually



 succeed. Anyhow I pressed on with work and talk in the phone Robert just Apple friends 



including Michael Ward and talk to Royal. I sent out a bunch of reverse furloughs today. I knows my supervisor did leave
early today due to the email response. I need 



to tell her soon. I thought about taking a very early pushbutton nurse one that left at 4:35. It gets 

me there a little early but at least I have a second chance cases cited not to run this when I can catch the next one. Don’t want to leave
 at 5:05 it’s not that reliable.  I called the 104 bus just in time with a minute to spare. 

Fortunately Sasha crowded. It’s overcast and a little bit cool but I don’t think it’s

 going to freeze my legs since I’m wearing shorts. What a bastard show up and 



I got there around 5:20 so I stayed outside and read the nice air and I watched some YouTube

 videos. It is now 5:58 PM I just entered the building ready for my appointment. Oh boy what an appointment man! It was deep and left me A little bit stunned. I’m not gonna say much more than that on a public forum. I knows we talked and watched heartland and had some salad. I’m trying to eat the same food Linda‘s which is a really nice bevy of greens etc.

Tuesday, October 5: Computer Issues @ Work.

Greetings my  fans all over the world. I also greet the rest of you too. I woke up after a pretty

 good night of sleep I must say. I went and had breakfast and immediately  realized I was going to  have a problem
putting on the VPN at work. I spent an hour on the phone trying to get

 that done and get some kind of work done. Fortunate I can still do my work without it but it’s much less efficient. It’s now  3:07 PM  I just took a quick walk and have to deal with lingering anxiety
again. I decided to go outside and venture around a little bit. I saw a whole bunch of pigeons feeding on birdseed and got a neat picture of it. I’ve been went back to work and kept working. I talked on 
the phone a little bit paid money for food and watch some YouTube videos. I did not see Pat at all today. I think we’re kind of avoiding each other shit 

but maybe that’s just in just in my mind. Tomorrow I see my therapist for the first time since August. A shit load has changed since then. Maybe tomorrow I will tell 
my supervisor that I’m retiring. It sounds 9:39 PM and it’s been pretty quiet. I’m guessing Lynne is at the gym or working on her website stuff that her friend Amy’s helping her out with. I tried to call Mike I’ve

 talked to Donna. She thought she losing her healthcare and she was and then 

Vanguard changed their  mind & kept the benefit for the time being after massive outcry from former employees I don’t know what made me think of it but I thought I’d just looking it up and seeing what the deal was and I told her and she saw for self. That was my good deed for the day.

Monday, October 4: Work and Pressure & Pressure

Well I arrived home from Ardmore after waking up and having some coffee and cereal. I took the bus from Ardmore Avenue in Lancaster Avenue head back to work. I wasn’t extremely tired 4 a Monday. I  

did extra work on Friday and it really helped me because I really had a hard time getting work done. I really shut my insides eating me like  a Pac-Man. Nothing happened today for a change. I think I’m still whipsaw and I have a desire to take a three 

week vacation just to put things in my mental health fox in order. I’m not publishing any my blog till much much later.. Anyhow I did get most of 
the required work done and I still have to do some training. We had our unit meeting today and I just wasn’t ready to tell my supervisor that I plan to retire.  I don’t know what the hell I’m doing. I really don’t know what the hell is going on. As usual I feel like running screaming just because 
that’s what I wanna do but I know that isn’t the answer to all my thoughts and prayers. Anyway I’m leading a meeting at the MONDAY Night Beginners tonight . I just bought some extra fare money 
from SEPTA. I only had five dollars left. I think I just need to hang on for about three more months. It sounds like a short time but also it sounds 
like it’ll last forever and affect my life forever before I die. Anyhow I went to the meeting and I thought a lot better afterwards. Actually, I felt better once I start going outside 
and walked around the beautiful air around the city and took 
pictures and got into it again. I felt like I was alive again. I think I need to just go outside everyso often not staying so much. I talked on the phone and I actually turned on the AC to get the smoky air outof my place. It was really hot and bothered. I just couldn’t believe how much better I felt. I have to soon tell my supervisor that I’m planning to retire. I’m just not looking forward to it like a lot of other stuff.

Sunday, October 3: Visiting Mom and Ardmore

This morning I woke up at 9:50 AM after a very very intense interesting an explosive 
and traumatic day yesterday. I was thankful that I slept pretty well overnight. Daddy was with me when I slept in it was very nice. I’m not
 sure why but I got off to a little bit of a late start driving to media PA. I was fortunate that my brother wasn’t waiting impatiently. I was almost 15 minutes late I got there 

immediate 11:45 AM meeting hung out and then picked up my mom at Riddle Village Director Of Nursing we went to the iron Hill brewery for lunch. Each of us ordered lunch. I had hummus because
I just wasn’t feeling it hungry. We were watching the Eagles lose to the Chiefs 3420. Eagles tried to keep up but couldn’t really stop that Kansas City office. I was shaking my leg and my brother was getting really tired of it. Overall however it was a very nice time. I

 then left just in time to be able to get to Ardmore at 3 o’clock. I told Lynne 2 o’clock earlier but there was no way  I didn’t make it home by 2 PM considering we haven’t even gotten our food yet from the restaurant by 1 o’clock. Restaurant service is pretty slow. I guess it was  all of the understanding that’s  everywhere nowadays. I didn’t make it Ardmore by 3 o’clock. We had a discussion and hang up till five then we went out for a walk. It was very nice outside a good day for a walk. We walked for an hour after you sure you do and then we came back and watched heartland and I got a haircut.