Thursday, July 9: Resting Reading and Holgate

I’m Well, good day everybody. Got up around 11:30 AM today. Had breakfast finished off the cereal, applesauce and the plums. We didn’t decided we’d sit out in a lovely porch and we are book into the wild. I’m really liking this book. So we sat and read and I missed a few Alice‘s phone calls. She went swimming and did some shopping at the Acme to get food mostly for her pasta salad, which was really good. We had that for lunch. I enjoyed that thoroughly I really did. We then started throwing out the recycling and etc. Then now gave the leftovers of her busted out to Debbie who was helping Dave clean his slip for his boat. Ran into Dave as well. We’re going to go out Holgate and put a memorial shell for our mom. Well, Alice Mary and I went out the whole gate and didn’t take that long for us to get there since we’re deep in the heart of Beach Haven. We went down to the beach and found the area for the memorial shells and that was really nice. We took some pictures and sent it to the Crowe email and got very little response. It’s strange but it is certainly what it is. Then hung out for a while. Alice went and wrote a poem and Mary and I hung out and went to this little little convenience store/breakfast place that was very nice. Mary was able to get a little snack to eat and the clouds loom overhead, but it never really rained at all. Once we got together, we decided we would go cruise the boulevard looking for somewhere to eat, but then we decided let’s go to surf city and then that’s what we did and went to this place called LBI table. When I got in the AC is blasting everywhere except the men’s room. I should’ve worn long pants before coming here but anyway it’s 8:03 PM. We’re gonna have some Dinner. Dave saw Jessy Waters at a place he went to today. Later on he told The Krull text group that he parked in a handicap spot at a place called Barry’s. Well, Alice and Mary had the same thing with the salmon and that dinner concluding salad and dessert. Mine was the plain old Portobello burger. At the end, the waitress started talking to Alice about being divorced and cheating husbands and what not that was interesting. She’s a school teacher. after all that talk was done we pretty much cleared out the place and paid our bill and left. Then the rain was really starting. We noticed that we left the place. We got in the car and drove in the rain from Surf City back up to beach Haven. That’s a bit of a growing drive but there wasn’t a lot of traffic thank God. That was the hardest. The rain fell the whole time we were there. We got back and we run our separate ways and mellow it out and then it was time to go to bed. Tomorrow we’re expected to get up around 9 AM which is earlier than we’ve been getting up. from a different day today it was fun every day here has been a little bit different than the last. Every other day it’s been bright sunshine and then cloudy days. Today was more of an in-between and we had some sun and then some clouds, and then cloud burst at the end. Oh by the way France beat Morocco two to nothing.

Wednesday, July 15: FUBAR While Working

Another day of working at home under the COVID-19 pandemic. I went to my second meeting in a row and I’m feeling in a way better because
 I’m starting to feel feelings and I’m really tired of working. On the other hand and kiss me focused on 

 ccupied which is a good thing. The computer acted slow so during lunch I helped Pat with Taxes which

 was satisfying. I forgot to check out for lunch and then committed a fairly hefty blunder

 at work sending out the wrong thing to various offices. I feel like I’m juggling a bunch of things at once. I feel now the median personal crisis has ended and

 I’m tired yet I’m still up and it’s 11 AM p.m. at night. I read the most

 depressing thing I think I’ve ever read on the Internet. I was just going through Twitter and this woman recounted the day she found her husband hanging. Then I went on her blog and that was really intense and depressing. The book arrived called “man who can’t love I started reading it and then I read about the woman who found her husband hanging I think it’s time for me to go to bed now it’s been a long day.

Thursday November 7: Early Start w/ My Cold

Well I’m supposed to meet my sponsor today at 7:15. I did set my alarm for 6:19 then rolled right back to sleep. The only reason I  got up on time is because I had a really bad 

 ream or somebody’s making fun of me it was a woman. I don’t know who she was but that’s what got me finally up but my sponsor said I was a little late but I figured I was up anyway. Then I went down and 

 ealized I forgot my partial and I had to walk back so I said F it I’ll just go anyway. So I went in &  out of the turnstile three times. Anyhow I tried to go to Starbucks and then go to this 8 o’clock 
 eeting. Very nice morning sunrise is still continuing I got some nice pictures out of it. I went to Starbucks at 13th St. 


near Macy’s hung  out there for a while and chitchatted people so I guess getting up early and getting some caffeine is not such a bad idea to during the 

 ocky sleep I had from like four in the morning till 730. What is the meaning it  as good is about letting go and letting God. It’s all part of 

 he serenity prayer. I had to leave 15 minutes early to get to work on time. Even with that, I had to take a SEPTA bus three blocks so I’ll be at work on time. My supervisor was  all happy that I came in at 9:01 AM. Do you in a good mood and give me my assignments for today for the morning. While  @ work I did 
make a minor

 error that Noto. I’m going with Mike WARD drinking. I am 5 o’clock appointment 

 oday.  In the World outside my bubble, the  Kentucky  governor‘s race hasn’t ended yet. Current Governor Matt Blevin 

 ost by 5,000 vote margin  To Matt’s Brashear. There’s thought that the 

 epublicans might want to overthrow the election by claiming voting 

 rregularities in having legislature which is now controlled by

 Republicans change the vote tally. It’s not beyond a Republican supporters not like that. They got to cheat😱 anyhow I got out of work and I’m gonna be couple



 minutes late to my appointment because we’re 11th St. and I got to be at 15th Street. I came out of the subway station and it’s sprinkling rain. I don’t recall that in the forecast. Yeah I’m gonna be 10 minutes late again. I shared it way too often I’m just not comfortable with myself therefore I’m not comfortable in groups of people especially the meetings and afterwords I talk to the woman who is the receptionist look at your beer every day some good stuff about yourself. I’ve been able to do that.