Monday, February 12: Rain to Start and then Sunshine

Well after a half decent night of sleep last night and decided it was no way I could get 
 p in time to go to sunrise. I’ve got to get to sleep before midnight and I have not been able to do 
 hat lately. Anyhow, got to work a little bit late but was not doc for it. Well in the midst of doing work I was told to work on 
 anctions that have a due date of February 13 or later. Instead of having 60 days to process the sanction only have
 30 days. 
 hat means the first 40 or so on my 105 person list I cannot sanction and eventually have to send partials. I was told specifically not to do that
 and to Handon the sanctions that can be approved. I managed to get three of them done. A
 fourth one was on a permanent sanction and I did not want to spend a bunch of time with that bullshit
. Since the permit thanks would never be approved and I don’t have 
 ime for all that. So anyhow I just did my thing I brought up three sanctions and then
 headed down to coffee Joe to meet a friend and then go to 645 Monday night beginners. Well I went to coffee 
 oe hung out and we talked for a little bit even talk to someone else over the phone. 
  friend of hers to move to Austin Texas. She’s a young woman. Anyhow went to the meeting and that was 
 retty good I promise of really tired. I think I’m in a funky cycle of taking a nap and then staying up too late.

Monday, September 11: Its 66 Months Today

Well I got up and headed on down the cats to 48 bus. It was a pretty nice cool
 morning which I'm really digging these cool mornings that's for
 sure. I read an article that was linked by the Philadelphia Inquirer 
to a website  called "Hidden  City Philadelphia.".  It was written by a really 
 conceited looking man pictured here named Steve Metraux. It talked
 about canned heat as sterno which alcoholics back in the 50s and 60s would 
 have to drink.. It was also called "Squeeze". So the name of to rock bands
 are named after slang names for sterno that alcoholics 
drank.
 Well looks like they're finally starting to work on that abandoned lot 
 here they tore down that building. Well I managed to make it on time
 and go to the Rite Aid to get the Tastykake special of two boxes for six bucks.
 That'll hold me up till I get paid
 on Friday. Well work was pretty quiet which is a good thing. 

  started my thanks and listen wasn't able to write up any of the sanctions because if they were 
 verdue they were permanent or they were packets in waiting. I had no idea I had 4 packet in the weight of a management 
 ignature.  Well after work I went to the coffee Joe. I hung out there drink a 
 arge coffee and waited for Wes to meet me here or I would meet him at the Monday nigh
t beginners. Well he ended up coming just before the meeting started 
 o went up together. Meeting with Courle and Wes and I caught the bus.
 He's new to the bus I was trying to help them out use Google maps to get around. He seem to really appreciate it.

Thursday, August 24: Working Hard and Feeling Agitated

Well I got up after up-and-down sleep last night. I job done on 
 y leftover cereal drink the rest of my ice tea and talk to Tom a little bit in the kitchen.
  We did a little bit of catching up. I did not bring up me
 being bitchy last night. I swear to God I feel like I was having my period or 
 omething I'm just feeling really uptight and
 anal and just pissy yesterday. This pissing is carried on this morning
 but I just stuck my head in my work and spaced out on Music Wells riding the bus in to work. I 
 as relieved that my supervisor was it going to be  late and not have it matter much. I'll 
set a lot of people to see. One of them left while in the booth and one left before even 
 ets there so when you got a closing out this morning just got put back in the sanction process. The woman I thought I might be dating just ghosted me. She stopped 
 esponding after seeming so busy Astec just a couple days ago. And Yep 2021 can't come soon 
 nough. At the rate I'm going maybe I should just get the hell out of Dodge 
 and live in the following can hang out on the beach the seashells 
 on't get grumpy back at me. Well after work I went to the coffee Joe and napped a 
 ittle bit and then I went ahead and bought some ice coffee. That little nap in the coffee really help me out  

ecause I was insanely tired being agitated really takes a lot of energy out of me. So I went to living sober 
 nd ran into 
 es. He said Philly raining so much better I told him it's much different 
 n the Eastern shore of Virginia I'm sure. We then hung out and talked and 
 we went back to his hotel to be this Virginia girlfriend. Anyhow, I went home and got some stuff at the CVS.