Hello!! I had a feeling that I wasn’t gonna do anything but go straight to work
and that’s what happened. I got up and turn the air conditioning a little bit cooler
because I think it was turned down by someone. I then zipped myself after
work and didn’t give enough time to get coffee at 40th St.. Today was an off and on day at work I was on point but @ other times I was very
distracted😐 One of my coworkers
fficially left our unit at CDU to o to pro port parole perforation there was a luncheon. It was nice. She’s a nice woman she’ll do fine. Just
spending eight weeks in Harrisburg for training. I did find out that 
am my application was fine. The woman was on vacation who called me last
hursday. So now I wait to hear for the good news filtered through
anagement my place or the bad news delivered by US mail. Will have to see what happens I have no idea how it’s gonna
turn out. I said sure couple walkins and got my alerts down to a level that some manageable
. I then pay 300 bucks to help with the house in Millville that was not expected but it was the right thing to do I suppose anyhow I’ve decided I do it on Al-Anon meeting
in Fairmount. Maybe I’ll run into Wes. Meeting
Wes was wishful thinking he’s blowing me off again. Anyhow I went to the Al-Anon
meeting around 6:30 PM. At the clubhouse. 
t was nice I knew one dude. Another had a partner. And we talked about
family dynamics and alcoholic household. Anyway I then decided to go to CVS after almost 
orgetting my backpack at the coffee shop. Fortunately they had it for me. Sunset
s really nice and everybody’s busy tonight so there’s not much
communication going on. I did have to pay $300 but I got to do what 
Gotta do. I’m really trying to fight my negative thoughts and judgments but you know I
hink they’re playing with me so I’m just going to write them out. Check to do it up to the left doing his best male
posturing. I think I caught Mail pastoring at its essence here. I’m very
sensitive to male posturing since I am a male and I don’t
have a female in my life so that’s the way it is ha ha yup just like young
omen just getting pregnant because that’s what you’re supposed to do ha ha.
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