Tuesday, September 13: Errands Rental Return

Hi, I really was tired this morning I really just wanted to  keep sleeping

  like a baby. I eventually did eat breakfast have some coffee and I had to get prepared to do an errand around 1:30 PM today. I just have to return the car by 430 today. 
I ran over to Ardmore and did errands and stuff. I also brought super cautious I am really drowsy and tired. Lindsey Graham has proposed a nationwide abortion 

ban after 15 weeks. So that bullshit about states rice with the usual republican lies! I did my errands. It’s now 2:34 PM. I’m in the waiting room waiting for my 

friends dentist appointment I’m singing songs and wishing I was somebody else for a moment but then again I would be comfortable
being someone else so never mind I thought. 

It’s like somebody’s house here. It’s very very humid here I’m still not used

 to the humidity after all these years. Day is half over and I got to return the rental car like I said before
. I’m gonna keep saying it so I don’t forget to do it. This article says the political press ought to hold the Republicans responsible for the proposed 15 week national abortion ban. I trust the political 
press as far as I can throw THEM!!

It's up to the Democrats to throw into PEOPLES faces!!

Anyhow, left the dentist office and took the car 

and return it to the rental place. I was on time and successfully took care of that and I was glad I did too. I didn’t decided while I’m at 30 still 

just go to the Fairmount meeting and the bus fortunately it was nine minutes late so I was able to catch the bus. That bus with

 the 49 bus. I decided to have a pizza slice to make up for the fact I didn’t have any lunch. I didn’t wanna have a big filling me up because I afraid I’d fall asleep. It’s now 544 and I’m going to a 615 meeting. “What is friendship not marriage with the center of life.“ The Atlantic asked that question and I put it up on Facebook. It’s now 5:54 PM I can see if the ampm mini mart which is run by 7-Eleven here in Fairmount has the super coffee I’m curious I already have a super coffee but I might just get an extra one

Sunday, February 17: Just Another Day

Greetings from the ThunderDome. Anyhow, I got up pretty quickly this morning blewoff the shower and threw on clothes and sweater and headed down to Fairmount. It was a good thing I did because they blocked off Center City again due to a helicopter. It was the same thing it
 happened last Sunday. I called Uber and took a pool and fortunately he didn’t have to come
 and pick me up. The guy wrote back in Chinese to my question so I try to use Google translate and he said the translation wasn’t that great but it was fun  to do. I got 

 here in plenty of time my friend didn’t show up or call probably sleeping 

 r calling his girlfriend. Anyhow meeting was very good but I’ve sold my ass it was  wasn’t even funny. You know feeling stuck because I  
robably haven’t but I haven’t moved forward in any kind of steps  I feel I’m just  

need toget a divorce started because of fear of where it will go. I think it’s blocking me mentally&emotionally!!!  


t going to set off a whole series of events in legally make myself a pulper. . That sets up a whole series of fears and self judgment and comparing myself to others who are
 happily 

 arried, their husbands died everywhere sympathetic to them etc. etc. Anyhow I’m sitting here by myself
surrounded by at some people 

 hat went to the meeting. I must be smoking something because I actually thought somebody needed to see Anna I got the cold shoulder but I probably deserved it. Anyhow, I read this story about this

 lawyer who took Led Zeppelin to court because they 
basically copied the song  Stairway to Heaven from a band called “Spirit.” He’s a very brash young fellow who likes the combativeness. And unlike me he’s not easily discouraged. I suppose that’s 
  good trait for a lawyer. Well I hung out at the coffee shop for a little bit longer and then 

  left to go to CVS. They had a monster sale of my favorite drinks buy one get one free stay loaded 

 p and put them in one big bag so I wouldn’t lose them. So if I’ve lost my sunglasses my glasses that Larry gave me another hat and my headphones. 

 his shows that I’ve definitely been out of sorts. I then came home just sort of lick my wounds and a couple friends called 

 nd that was nice. I think I am made a new friend that might go to Al-Anon with me. We had an hour and a half conversation and I just fell back to balance again. Well, at least a little bit more balanced