Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Monday, April 14, 2025

Monday, April 14: Future Tripping in the Cloudy


This morning I got up after having another one of my anxiety dreams. I slept pretty well I must  say! I forgot the details of the dream,

but I was thinking too much in the dream. Anyhow, I rustled up some food stuff to bring over. I also brought my 


new thermos for Yoga. This thing is pretty large. It’s equal to a large water +6 ounces. Which I would guess is about 30 ounces. Anyway, it does fit on the side. It is very large. Anyway, 

got the Mike’s chilled out and then Mike had a bathroom issue and there’s some massive cleanup to do which kind of put me in a sour mood. Anyway, put a thing of laundry and I’m going



 to CVS it’s 1120. Also, by the way, i’m got a food order from Amazon coming in. Well, I caught the Amazon guy as he was coming

 in cause he called me from a 206 area code. I no longer have blockage on identified numbers. I did this 


spunk in the bathroom and now I’m grabbing lunch. I just read

 that Trump/DOGE changes in Social Security are taking effect and they make it a MORE of a pain in the ass to deal with Social Security. It’s

 already bad enough. They don’t let you in the building without an appointment so you can call

 and wait for an hour and a half to get an appointment. Fuck these people. Anyhow, I finished the Drury 
and had a nice relaxing lunch and lo and behold. It was time for me to go pick up my yoga clothes and bring a box of cereal over and it would turn out to be 

a nice afternoon out here. In fact it’s a little warm in fact, I’m not used to thatand I started listening more more more by the Andrea true connection and then
 Baby Flamehead in Indie band I listen to back in 1990 good times. 

I went to Mary’s and picked up my yoga clothes and dropped off a box of cereal so I’m real good on the cereal
Front cause Mary bought a couple boxes as well. I went back to Mike’s got my Gatorade got my 

thermos and I went to class Tina talked to Class. It was really a 

good class and a good vibe. She seems to be really good. That way she creates 

a good vibe and we told her about that and we also told her about the rounded soft comment

 that Kaitlyn said at Hot Yoga Newberry and we all had a good laugh. Anyhow, we went back to Dorchester and chilled out for a moment and then I went to my meeting and it was about acceptance and everybody talked about their taxes. I’m going to savers. It was very interesting for sure.

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

Tuesday, October 29: Early Voting Bureaucracy 🤔


Well, I got up about an hour early before 7:30 because my nose got all stuffy. I had my dehumidifier had my humidifier on and it still didn’t help all that 

much so I got up. Listen to John Stuart ate breakfast. I saw Pat for a change, I gave him a print that he had made picked up some prints that I made

 as well. Got the Mike a little bit late as usual. Mike and I were supposed to try to leave by 9:30 but we couldn’t get moving. It 

was just weird. He was just moving a slow pace and next thing you know it was 10:50 AM and I had an appointment at noon so we’re going to do the voter thing at around 1:15 PM. I 

then went to my appointment and we talked about scrutinizing  my anxiety. It’s a nice day out. It’s mild after being fairly cold this morning. Came back and Mike and 

I went out to get him a replacement ballot at City Hall. He was to go to room 140. Well, we got there and we had a little more walk than we thought 

cause we got off at the wrong stop. Ended up it was on South Broad and there was a three hour line. He couldn’t just pick up the form. You have to actually wait in the line. I went 

to room 142 and they handed me these forms, but wouldn’t give any special dispensation for someone who’s disabled so I kept asking the same questions over 

and over again to make sure I knew what I was doing.Found out the worst came to worse Mike can vote provisional


on election day if we can’t get these for Phil that Wright. So we basically spent   2️⃣ hours just trying to find out what to do. It’s now 3:11 PM. We’re back at Mike’s 

place. Planning on taking yoga and Pilates back to back for the first time 

in a while. Well, I took both the Chris Fleck 75 minute in the Pilates class

 and they worked really well together. There was a 15 minute 

break took a quick shower and Mary and I were close to each other for the class. My 

balance was still Still off, but it has been all week. Even though it is only Tuesday it just feels like it’s been off for about a week.


After class, we hung out at the studio for a little bit and then went back to Mary’s to get myself ready for choir and her to get ready for her meeting. Choir fortunately has been relocated

 at the Church of the holy Trinity. It’s a lot closer than the William Way center for Mary’s which is really convenient so I’m able to leave my choir 
stuff at her house and so it’ll be convenient. We had some pretty intense songs and but we got through it. I think he went back to Mary’s. She made up some veggie burgers, which is really nice. I enjoy them.