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| 38th and Chestnut |
I got up to a nice cool dry morning here in Philadelphia Pennsylvania. I arrived to the Sunrise and got a name tag which was pretty cool. Well, sometimes I feel apart from others. It is explained pretty damned well on the 12 and 12 on page 57.
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| La Columbe |
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| Alone in a Crowd |
Read this: "
nearly all of us suffer the feeling that we didn't quite a belong. Either we were shy and dare not draw near others , or we were apt to be noisy Goodfellas craving attention and companionship but never getting it – at least it to our way of thinking."
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| Thinking Too much |
I think this describes my issue at meetings of times and when I go to these vacations at the shore. I was in a good
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| The Trolley |
enough moodto ask someone first. Now time to get the hell out and go by the drilling that's going on right front of the place. Yeah. Being a freak has it's fun moments
but other times it's a drag.
You know I'm the only one who is not bringing a steady girlfriend, or have kids. So I'm free to act myself. That doesn't go over that well with my phone, my computer, Siri & stuff like that. I think I'm not going to bring
I think I'm not going to bring my computer with me. That's just going to be trouble for 5 days. I contradict myself mentally. Most moments I can be loose fun, creative, and happy. The other side is depressive, hyper sensitive, and easily manipulated and hurt.
I tend to like to play in my own world. I think that's part of my autistic spectrum so to speak. And I take offense when people take swipes at it. I do of course realize it's somewhat antisocial in the normal world The normal world is the adult world in my mind
isolate due to shame.
