Friday, May 3: Day 27 Working and Resting

Hey kids I  boarded the train around 5:27 AM. For that I’ve woke up several times

 during the evening. One time to change the laundry. Each time I answered the call. 

  feel closer to normal today and I slept pretty well. I browsed thru
 the Washington post and saw an article about Dr. Ruth Wells Heimir it was big in the 80s. The title of the article 
was Too busy for a relationship? Dr. Ruth says that’s ‘nonsense.’ I  doesn’t explain the meat of the article well but I liked it 

 nyhow. I’ve heard that refrain and seeing that refrain people my age especially. I went to 

 lass and boy it was warm and very rigorous. I had the energy

 fortunately but I was breathing hard and sweating hard. It was nice just 

 fterwards to be able to drink lots of water coconut juice and feel better feel better afterwards. 

 I did manage to make it to sunrise for a long-term member 

 relapsed. It was very intense and it just the two everything in perspective. He retired

 early and that’s a cautionary tale for me thinking I might want to retire in 2 1/2 years.Part of me thinks I know how to keep myself busy but financially that’s the big rub. Anyhow it appears that several  high-profile was Democrats don’t want to run for Senate. Several want to be present instead. Most 

 f them will lose. It’s a bummer now they got to keep looking for people to run. After the meeting, I went to 
Saxby’s and hung out with a nice nanny Chuck. 

 e exchange numbers. He seems like a really nice down to earth dude that I feel comfortable with even though
  I don’t know him. That’s a rarity in the program for sure. Yes, I’am going be a half hour late to work it is now 930 and I’m just turning up Ludlow Street to go to work. It was a lot quieter with the paging 

 lmwood CDU stuff. I did see one person and centered on a later date

 to a program due to childcare problems. It’s warm in the building 

 ut it’s still pretty cool outside. It’s now 1:27 PM and I’m gonna 

 ry to see if I can get some alerts I know there are lurking out 

 here and I’d like to get them done before Tuesday when I see a 

 hole bunch of people. I plan to go straight home and right 

 ow I’m going to chow down a tuna hoagie and some applesauce. Well I chowed down and continue to  work on my alerts. I kind of well I initiated looking for some under my 

 upervisor is not in. The reason is the run  is coming up this weekend. So I plugged away at that and from there I
did a little text messaging. I then decided I’d go 

 owntown and hit the yield 530 meeting. There’s actually room to sit.  I know I’m tired so I’m really ready to go home as a 650pm. Here’s an article on how big tobacco got a new generation hooked. It’s 

 hrough vaping which is become hip in groovy like Joe camel 

 back a generation ago. Using slick ads and youth oriented marketing

 the tobacco again. Well I went to the meeting there’s actually room to

 sit. I like that. I then wobbled myself back home and made a huge batch of

 pasta talked on the phone call too late 

 or another person and went to bed feeling OK. Remember feelings aren’t facts but they certainly “feel“ that way…

Thursday May 2nd: Conserving Energy and CDU Oncall

Hi. Left her sleeping almost 12 hours I got up. I was still tired but it definitely 

 hall I got some of my stamina back. Not all of it but about 75% I suppose. I went to meet my sponsor was only a little bit late but that was OK we talked 

  lot and it was good. He’s definitely pushing me to sponsor somebody so I’m not thinking of

 myself all the time and getting all up in my head. I had a coffee but I was really

 in the mood for water. I had two bananas enter energy bar. I had a normal

 breakfast of cereal but that wasn’t enough because I’m so energy to private I just need to keep eating and eating

. Anyhow I got to work and really couldn’t get much myself done 

 ecause they kept paging and with CD for anybody who came in the 

 atter what the reason. He came to head when I basely said I allowed

 what we were talking in the back of out. I got told on him you know that’s

 that’s what people do. It ended up OK cause I didn’t really get in 

 rouble. A friend of mine offered to come to my place and clean it up 

 hat really brighten my day. Just supposed to move out May 8 and I’m gonna take a

 big hit him coming into my life. But at least 50% of it was my fault for allowing 

 hit to go on!!😥🤬how in the world outside my bubbles, Slate online

 and has a summary of the current news as they see it. It’s called The Arc of the Moral Universe Edition. Well it talks

 about a play about Gorbachev & how the #me-to movement seems to be running out of steam since Cavanagh is in 

 he Supreme Court and Joe Biden is the frontrunner. There’s definite 

 ushback as there is with any new movement or idea. Well tonight‘s meeting

 was on a good story called “Acceptance is the Answer to all my Problems.” That’s the chapter

 I should read almost every day. When I focus on problems I have more to focus 

 n positive stuff it’s gonna be a better day. Easier said than done for this guy for this Blogger.

Wednesday, May 1: Exhausted on day 26 and Plugging Away

Despite going to bed by 10:30, getting up this morning was like doing push-ups. My body

 felt so damn heavy. You know that song she’s so heavy by the Beatles well that’s how I 

 felt really heavy light on the pocketbook heavy physically and mentally. I made it to class and did OK I think. I then

 went to sunrise and the successful New York I was the speaker. I had missed his presentation since I was out

 half hour late. I should’ve to work about 5 to 10 minutes late and went 

 ack to the back conference room and plug away at my alerts and 2 people 

 alked in without an appointment. I did have my lunch and

 it was a good lunch. I ended up getting through more than half of my alerts 

 nd that was good. Well, by the end of work I knew I wasn’t doing anything 

 esides going home eating and sleeping. I went home saw Joe and and chow 

 own on Indian surprise, Mike, beach food and Joe made some Japanese curry 

 ith rice. I ate that as well. I then talked to Phone a bit and crashed around 

8:30 PM. The end. Well let’s see what happened outside my bubble of exhaustion shall we? Well Trump’s

 new attorney general seems to be a total lapdog who’s willing to do anything to protect 

 rump.Mueller Spent Years Collecting Evidence. Barr Is Pretending It’s Not There.  Well think it’s to perpetuate a lie so people get tired and not give a shit that Trump did 
all this nefarious bullshit. Also we except what he did will except what all Republicans will do. I know that Democrats any Democrat 

 could not be able to get away with the bullshit that Trump Scott no way with us far. Will have to see if any flirting occurs on my next go round.