I decided not to set an alarm this morning and slept until about 12:30 then et the alarm for another half hour and went away in five minutes. I had another
one of my psychological dreams I tried to the last three nights. One was sexual and
then last night was more procedural but I don’t remember it now. The main thing
was that I was inadequate which seem to be keeping through me like socialism. It’s creeping. 
y friend think it’s by a chemical I think it is too because everything around me is pretty much the same old thing nothing much has changed.
Well that’s if you don’t coun my therapist dying suddenly and starting the 1st inches of the stuff . At this point I don’t feel like doing
it at all I’m not going to meet anybody so what the fuckam I doing it for??!! Enough about depression questionnaire and I’ve been sitting here at Saxbys at 3 o’clock. The
sun has returned after the thunderstorm and I think I’m 
going to head out towards the cat house and do that and take the trolley. I’m hoping it’s a little cooler outside. It’s now 3:21 PM I’m going to
freshen up and then head out since now the 
sun is out and and I had enough of people half my age and bad music
n the background. Yes I’m feeling pretentiousness in my bones so time to go hopefully catch the bus. Well I caught a 21 but not realizing I
hould’ve just talk to probably so I’m gonna do a little more walking. As I was
sitting in the ferry in air-conditioned bus, I read this weird story. This airline
mployee took a joy ride on a ✈️. Suicidal” Airline Employee Steals Plane, Takes it for A Flight Before Crashing. They have these
onversations on the news story. He admitted he was broken and
asically was a suicide. Yes I’ve had them too but that man did need some help
esperately. Speaking of unhinged
people, Trump condemns 'all types of racism' on Charlottesville anniversary; critics slam wording. Trump cannot just say that the white supremacist are wrong and leave it at that. It’s 4:04 PM. It looks
like it’s going 
o rain again possibly soon and I’m at a Green Line Café. The one
that’s a little more uptight and cramped.. I’m going to finish off the rest of the Saxby’s coffee before ordering more
coffee. I’m still waiting for two people that I called and then whatever to call back but But
aybe they’re both busy or taking naps from their busy days. I’m going to meet N at 7 o’clock. Just run a meeting. So I figured I’d keep her company I am not
doing anything else and I haven’t been to a meeting in almost 2 days. Well I walked
over to the cat out it stayed there for little while. A cool bath in the AC charged
up my phone and talk to Amy for a while. I didn’t realize it 
as after six tonight and supposed to go to a meeting at seven so I bolted out
f the rain and or into the rain and mist one probably pop the other trolley
@ 42nd St. I almost missed that one as well. Well it turns out I didn’t go to the
eeting to meet N! due to some funky stuff. That funky stuff and not
t my end. We’re gonna meet at the Starbucks at 15th and Spruce. I don’t think
I can have any more coffee I think I’ve had enough my stomach starting to feel it.
I need some real food. It’ll be good to see her. We hung out at the
tarbucks for about 40 minutes and then she went home and I went to CVS
and got myself some groceries. I still had money on one of my cards
hich was a bonus. This is the time for the week where I have to create a plea get myself through the week. And
hen went home nonstop some pasta and chilled out and talk to
little bit on the phone with my 
ister which was really cool she asked me about dating which unfortunately
I have more than enough experience. Then again that an old SEPTA token will
get me home. I enjoyed the conversation. Well if we can with a good example of me occupying myself. Of course I didn’t do my laundry which probably could’ve been done today. And other an interesting chores. I do have to file those backpack in the state.
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